21. software engineer.
scatter-brained. ultimate pessimist. seldom rational. hermit. memory hoarder. self-proclaimed bipolar. galaxy defender. demented. scared. happy. senseless. bulgogi lover. random. bored.
what are you so afraid of?
–Wise words from my mom (via magicrobotgeography)
I probably just need that one night with a good old friend where I could finally let everything out and breakdown, have a good cry, drink a few beers and just for one night be at my most vulnerable. It’s so hard to put on this mask. It’s so hard to be strong at times. Let me get hurt. Let me feel. Just one night, let me be real.
Holding back your tears is the worst feeling ever.
One glimpse of you, one joke and laughter shared and a five minute conversation with you undeniably makes my day.
I love you. I knew it the minute I met you. I’m sorry it took so long for me to catch up. I just got stuck.
I don’t think you realize how hard that conversation was for me when the whole time I was pretending to be okay, unhurt and happy for you… pretending you have no effect on me anymore.
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